dude i already let this guy see every inch of me, he might as well be having sex with me. But the foreplay is so good it doesn’t even matter to me. I really hope i don’t get hurt but right now I’m just enjoying my youth. 

i totally pulled a muscle in my leg too woot. 

My friend Ryan has been really upset lately and he got into an argument with his mother so he’s taking a break from his family at my house.

he wakes up at like 5:30 am. and i wake up at like 6:30.

omg the morning is going to be terrible he’s going to try to talk to me the whole time and i’ll be like IT’S 6 FUCKING AM LEAVE ME ALONE. Or at least that’s what i’ll be thinking. Hopefully I don’t have a bitchfit. I really wish I didn’t mind others so much, Ryan’s fabulous. 

heres me being a bitch and complaining:

so christmas went pretty well. A couple days ago my mom told me she didn’t get me anything on my list. i thought she said it to throw me off, so i wouldn’t expect anything i actually wanted, or at least i hoped. but yeah every present i got just seemed to me to be something anyone would get a 18 year old female. that’s all, it upsets me. when my mom gets me things, they’re so impersonal. it’s like she never gets me anything that says “i know who my daughter is” last year she got me an Adventure time t-shirt, so that gave her some credit. i seriously gave her a long ass letter telling her “hey mom get me this so i’ll actually use the money you spend on me instead of you getting me shit i won’t use.” my little brother got an xbox. i would’ve been happy with some freaking paint.

not like it matters, i’m not getting into art school anyway,

it’s stuoid that i’m crying i cant even see what i’m typing anymore.

i hope i’m over it in the morning. i shouldn’t have expected anything.

i still love my family. just, the christmas season is so stupidl

we should be able to get together even without the expectations of presents.

andd tell me how my friend got me a nice gift and he was like “i’m such a good friend” that was kinda conceited. he came over my house high. who the fuck does that if they know i have family over.